Mar 30

quote And said “Good luck, for your sake I hope heaven and hell
are really there, but I wouldn’t hold my breath.”
You wasted life, why wouldn’t you waste death?
You wasted life, why wouldn’t you waste death?

— Modest Mouse - Ocean Breathes Salty
Mar 17

quote Have I done something to trigger
The funny looks and the sniggers?
Are they there at all, or is it just paranoia?

— Arctic Monkeys - Who the fuck are Arctic Monkeys?
Mar 15

You don’t win the game of death by dying first. The name is misleading.

- Oglaf (Game of Death)

Mar 12

You’re a northern reticulated chipmunk, yes you are, you are so reticulated!


You’re a northern reticulated chipmunk, yes you are, you are so reticulated!

Mar 10


Swiss/German pop duo BOY made its US debut this month with two sold-out shows in New York City. Founded by Swiss-German singer, Valeska Steiner and German bassist Sonja Glass, their English language debut album Mutual Friends was released Stateside on February 26, 2013 with Nettwerk Music Group.

We had a chance to see BOY for their first-ever Brooklyn show, at Union Hall on March 02. It was an emotionally-charged performance, especially when the room started singing along to “Little Numbers.” Singer Valeska couldn’t believe that the American audience knew the words and it was a special moment for the girls on stage!

Mar 06

quote Two lovers entwined pass me by and heaven knows I’m miserable now

— The Smiths - Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now
Feb 12
Feb 06
Feb 04

quote So this is how it feels to be lonely
This is how it feels to be small
This is how it feels when your word means nothing at all

— Inspiral Carpets - This Is How It Feels
Feb 02
Jan 01

quote Got a low low feeling around me
And a stone cold feeling inside
And I just can’t stop messing my mind up
Or wasting my time

— Supergrass - Moving
Dec 02

An update since it’s been a while since I last posted anything

  • I dropped out of college
  • I can’t stop thinking about killing myself
  • I found out I’m not going to have any money coming in between now and February

That’s pretty much all.

Nov 06

quote There’s nothing nice in my head
The adult world took it all away
I wake up with same spit in my mouth
I cannot tell if it is real or not

— Manic Street Preachers - From Despair to Where
Oct 16

It may be because I’ve watched almost nothing else for months but Parks & Rec really nails the emotional moments.

Oct 08

I started college a few weeks ago, which is why I’ve barely posted anything recently. It’s probably a positive step life-wise but it certainly doesn’t feel that way..

I spend most of my time resenting the place and so virtually every day is spent either at college or unable to take my mind off having to go back the following day.

The work doesn’t seem challenging and it looks unlikely that it’ll help me get onto the course I want to be on but I’m going to attempt to remain positive for the sake of postponing my eventual suicide.